if there's anything i learnt from P the past few days, it would be that we should remind people of our kindness in the shout-it-in-their-faces way once in a while ('cept P does it all the time. annoys me to no end)

just because i don't say anything doesn't mean i don't mind

and i frickin feel like a ketupat. like the nobody-cares-about-me-emo-bitch. because i know for a fact that that will be people out that who care and will listen, just that i refuse to open my golden mouth to say anything


"its so amazing that we don't talk for like forever and then after that long while we find that we're in a similar situation so far away from each other"

<: <: <:


Time it has gone and time will tell
What everybody knows
Little do we know how to find
To let this feeling grow
Give it some time and we will see
What stupid does for me
Or I will find another way


... Return to the LORD your God, for he is gracious and compassionate, slow to anger and abounding in love, and he relents from sending calamity. Joel 2:13

why?

how?

>:

qinyi is awesome


yo whaddddup

i have been living in my own world for the past two weeks and i am kinda starting to miss everyone. meeting my dear xx tomorrow for a short ketchup. can't wait can't wait!!

also, for the past two weeks, i haven't been eating right. it is truly amazing that i can survive on 1-1.5meals a day. it's always malay/western food plus apple/milk/organic chocolate/teh peng/muffin/dark mocha frappe/dark cherry mocha frappe/waffles and then close stomach. P thinks i'm anorexic but i think it's just cos i'm lazy to go buy food /:

FYP is fine.. i'm fine.. everything is fine. idk why everybody's so kan chiong about it. everything will be ok if we pace ourselves and do the right things at the right time. it reallly doesn't help if you keep worrying cos it makes people very kan chiong as well. so please relax and cut me some slack

other things that have been happening include: being happy, improving my braiding skills (!!), waiting for jeannie to come home, disturbing P every day, trying out different bus routes, waiting for my dad (plus my nikon!!) to come home, waiting for gel's A's to end, praying for random people because of my sudden realization of how important prayers are, doing all the wrong things, totallly BFX-ing in hon's consult and watching too much tvee

would appreciate if anybody could spend some time to talk to me this week.. tyvm <:


today went well

but P is vehhhh irritating

tomorrow will be better

good night <:

qinyi has a ginormous pimple on her forehead




it's good mood days again. rare like mad but i'm so happy recently. CANNOT. STOP. SMILING <: <:

Be happy, young man, while you are young, and let your heart give you joy in the days of your youth. Follow the ways of your heart and whatever your eyes see, but know that for all these things, God will bring you to judgment. Ecclesiastes 11:9


you have no idea.. you have no idea........


seriously, where the hell is everybody?